| 85. I thought I was failing Spanish 86. I got a C 87. Still not happy, but it will due 88. I went tanning for the first time today 89. I was scared 90. I read the sisterhood of traveling pants 2 times 91. I lied my favorite movie is Pretty Woman 92. I guess I have 2 favorite movies 93. I like when people play with my hair 94. I used to be a tomboy 95. I dont have a Godfather 96. I love my youthgroup 97. I really dont think i can make it to onehundred 98. Ive used the word I too many times 99. I look like im stupid 100. YAY!!!
:) I love you
Jill, David, and Cass, thanks for commenting :) I loveee you guys | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| finishing up my 100 things
68. Jill JAckson fascinates me 69. I could talk to David Fortin all day, hes not what he seems 70. i have a friend named cassander gilmore 71. I have wrinkly hands, and im self conscious of them 72. I spelt that word wrong 73. I turn red all the time 74. I hate shopping 75. I love my english teacher and my class 76. Thats the only reason i go to school 77. chris never gets mad at me 78. I really hate people that lie 79. Sometimes I like 80. I want to meet every person in this world and become friends with them 81. I put two packets in my hot chocolate 82. Im a picky eater 83. Cheesecake makes me happy 84. I love the beach ,,,, | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| One hundred things you didn't know about me-- TGALS idea, but im bored as HELL
1. My middle name is Lavon 2. Sometimes I tell people Lynn, because I dont like that name 3. I only like my close pals and family to call me Kels 4. Matthew is my best boy friend 5. I saw him in just his boxers 6. Really nice figure. no more fat matt 7. I love baseball 8. I hate makeup 9. I dont know how to put makeup on, i just wing it 10. Kara Bergeron has been my best friend since i was 4. 11. Morgan and I order chinese food together 12. I've made out with Tails' hand before 13. I thought I wanted to become a professional soccer player 14. Until I got back surgery 15. A British BOY nurse, gave me sponge baths :) 16. His name was also Matt 17. I have an extended but crack 18. I think its a cool scar, makes me look tough 19. MY moms name is Michele, only ONE L 20. I wear neutrogena lipgloss, i like the texture 21. I went to Cali and Hawaii 22. Im addicted to AE 23. Some people think Im a snob because of that 24. I really hate shopping though, i just know what i like 25. Max Carey has the same BDAY as me 26. He is older by a few hours 27. I can't dance 28. Morgan's mom tries to give me tips 29. I swallowed a thumbtack when i was 5 30. I really like Morgan's skin color 31. Sometimes people give me dirty looks when I talk about her skin color in a negative way, they just dont know that im jealous 32. My favroite movie is crazy/beautiful 33. I cry in sad movies, even stupid sad movies 34. I hate the color pink, but people say it looks nice on me 35. I like winter, but i hate being cold 36. I LOVE marcus, hes my main man 37. Tails and I talk freely about poop 38. My aunt is gay and adopted a baby 39. She is a beautiful baby, and shes black, its kinda fun, a gay white mom with a white partner, kinda kills me 40. Im not against gay marraige I just hate my aunt's lesbian 41. I ref bball games, but i dont know what im doing 42. I love boys that used to live in Mattapoisett 43. I really like Cinnamon Toast Crunch 44. I was anerexic for 10 days, i lost 15 pounds :) 45. But then i gained like 20 46. I would never date a boy with blonde hair 47. SOme people think my brother and I are twins 48. That pisses me off 49. when I was a little girl i got tested for skin cancer 50. dr's still worry about that 51. I get sunburnt every day in the summer 52. Its because i hate sunscreen lotion 53. I know people from Wisconsin :) 54. I love tennis season 55. I dont even mind sitting bench 56. Im scared to death of spiders 57. I dont really get mad at people, and if i do its for like 10 minutes. 58. I have a hard time telling people how I feel 59. Elle Srirskirsldfkl is my favorite oriental friend :) 50. I think i can tell the future 51. Ive skinny dipped before 52. I want to go to Australia when im 18 53. I love accents 54. I did not know there was a difference between a french and british accent. 55. I ski 56. I used to spell Chris' last name wrong 57. Until he told me the right way, then i practiced 58. I hate needles, i cry everytime 59. I hate the dentist 60. I neglect my gums 61. My favorite car is a range rover 62. I love writing 63. I hate writing essays though 64. I love going to Maine in the fall 65. If i could I would ride 4 wheelers all day 66. I dont have any 1st cousins 67. I have 4 second cousins ... to be continued | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| I haven't written in so long. A lot has been going on but I'll save that for another day
I got my first term report card today. I did SHIT. I've been working so hard, and I just get B's and 2 C's. Mostly level one classes too. Im a freaking idiot. I have speech and drama and photo and i was like "oh these classes are easy A's there just minors" ohhh yah both b+'s. RIGHTTT. Im not even smart enough to get A's in those classes. BUHH I hate school. Sorry, I dont want to sound like a whiny bitch, but today was a bad day. I just feel so stupid. And I know exactly what my mom will say " Oh, thats horrible" but the thing is I've really been doing a lot.
I hate breaking down
I wish I didn't care, like some people and just be like YESSS I GOT a C I PASSED. Funny how I care about my future. BOO.. stupid spanish and english
Enough about my shit grades.
Other then that life is great. Nothing really to complain about.
MATT GOT HIS LICENSE :) yeayeayayyeayayeayaaa Tail's birthday is tomorrow SWEET 16 :) OH i love her
CHRISTOPHER BEAUREGARD >> spelt it right for you :) <3
He makes me happy too, just in case you didn't know. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| I have a love for writing, whenever I read a good book, I just want to write and write all day long. I guess today is one of those days.
Things have been bothering me lately. Im not sure what has, I've just been in weird moods. I dont like it much.
Things I hate... 1. I hate how my back still hurts when I play soccer 2. I hate how I use my back as an excuse 3. I hate drama and liars 4. I hated no being able to go to Warped Tour because people thought my back would hurt. I wanted to be invovled really bad. 5. I hate that I am missing the John Mayer concert 6. I hate being ditched 7. I hate when my brother flips out 8. I hate when my mom yells 9. I hate spending money 10.I hate being out of shape 11. I hate still loving someone when there is no chance of that live ever thriving 12. I hate summer 13. I hate heat 14. I hate when Im treated like a two year old 15. I hate how I change around my friends 16. I hate how I am fickle 17. I hate folding laundry 18. I hate taking pictures 19. I hate mean people
Fall, I want it bad, Im sick of the heat and the summer. I want so badly to feel safe again.
well, I feel better getting this stuff off my chest
Have a good day. | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Whoaaaa!
Just felt like updating all you livejournal people about my summer so far.
It's been pretty busy. Im finally 16! And my parents and the Jezierski's threw me and morgan the best suprise party!! It was awesome! :) Then all the other normal summer things... beach going out all the time. Yah all that crap.
I'm leaving for California and Hawaii on Thursday ((22nd)) For two whole weeks!!!
Bitch yah.
Tons of beaches, food, <boys3, new things, perfection morgantaylorkelsey=fun ;)
I'll miss everyone... but I'll write letters
This is the suckiest update ever.
Alright, I'll update when I get home August 8th. Try not to miss me too much, snobs
I LOVE YOU ALL | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| My weekend was crazy
Friday~ played cards with Tails Morgan and Kirstin GRAPESSSS haha it was crazzzyyy
Saturday~ played soccer with my dad-- went for a run with el morgo- I swear she is the track nazi. ;) Then went to some festival in Freetown with Alie Morgan and Alyica. It was funnn. I always have fun when Im with those girls
Best ride= when we were flying.. Alycia and I went on it, it was crazy. We laughed our asses off :)
Sunday~ bike ride with Tails- went about 4-6 miles maybe. It was really good, I felt good about excersizing again. It was nice and relaxing, especially when we sat on the beach and decided to be fat kids and find the nearest icecream truck. :)
Then went to a clamboil at the J's the food was good as always. But I think Im never eating clams again.
Finally went to a concert at Varsity Club. It was excellent, I had a blassssttt. 1.listened to really good music 2.sat on the grass with tails...random people talked with us. It was hysterical 3. played soccer 4. danced my ass off in front of everyone. :) lol It was awesomeee :)
Hope everyone had a kick ass weekend like I did... :)
He called me 10:45 on Friday-- I was thrilled But I didn't talk, why? Oh no clue. I could have but I didnt Where do we go from here? I miss you <3
blahh
later days | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| MCAS- easy as anything
Autumn brought me home from school today thanks <33
Got home went online there is ANDREWWW <33 what a BITTY...we talked about where I lived and where he lived. Maybe he will come visit someday :) that would be ideal::kissyyy::
I still miss him and I reallllyy like/d? him. 3 weeks now. THREE. apparently he's too busy BITCH This sucks. Im never putting my heart on the line ever again. stupidstupidstupid
Research paper here I come later | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Today was pretty crazy. MCAS- freakin kicked ass... I did soo good, obviously easyeasyeasy
History: " Kerri " FUCK YOU... its KELSEYYYY I like my FREAKIN NAME!!
Lunch: it was extremly interesting... thanks to my friends for making me extrememly embarassed and the darkest color red I have ever seen in my life. Poor chris... sorry about them!!
I wish I didn't wear a freaking sweatshirt today and look like total crap.. with a freakin RED face. THANKSSS
Spanish: failed the test apologized to Mr Mone for sucking so bad, it was nice
Now I'm here, still embaressed. Maan.
I should finish up my research paper... rightttttt
I can't stand the way my livejournal looks. Make it look good. Thanks
Going with Liz to tennis match to watch ORR shnit on FHS it should be interesting. GOO NICCCCKKKKKKKK <33
Later, kids. | comments: 4 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Friday: School Out with Alie for a bit KJ's birthday party till 10 30 Morgans house to sleep over with taylor and kirsty also. Got locked out of her house.. no one was answering.. so me being the ever so smart girl threw rocks at morgans window... she finally caught on.. i was out there for 1/2 an hour water fights...prank phone calls...music..talks..FUN
Saturday: spent all day with Kirstin :) Dad told me I could have a fire in the back yard cuz he wanted to burn some wood
So I made it a party :) mmm It was a lot of fun..wiffle ball...s'mores :)...music..fire...friends... truth or dare...(bunch of pansy's)... but perfect
I have somee great pictures :) :)
Well...overall pretty busy weekend soo far It's beautiful out today... I wanna play like wiffle ball... and actually see the ball this time! wooyaaahh
okay I'm done laterrrrrr | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| 1. LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER ~ The Whole Ten Yards 2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW ~ Huckleberry Finn—thats baddass
3. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? ~ Manacala? Tucket 4. FAVORITE MAGAZINE ~ …
5. FAVORITE SMELLS ~ fall.. cinnamon..herbal essence
6. COMFORT FOOD ~ chocolate and mashed potatoes
7. FAVORITE SOUNDS ~ John Mayer singing--
8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD ~ being lonely/regretfull
9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING ~ I don’t really think
10. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE ~ Taco Bell
11. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME ~ Macenzie or Nicholas 12. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY, I WOULD..." buy out American Eagle and live in aulstralia 13. DO YOU DRIVE FAST ~ if I drove 14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL ~ care bear.. thanks morgan
15. STORMS-COOL OR SCARY ~ cool.
16. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR ~ hmmm
17. FAVORITE DRINK ~ hott chocolate lemonade fruit colata
18. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, "IF I HAD THE TIME, I WOULD..." go to aulstralia
19. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI ~ nope
20. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE ~ red! 21.HOW MANY DIFFERENT CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN ~ 2
22. GLASS HALF EMPTY OR FULL ~ depends.
23 FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH ~ baseball and soccer
24. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS ~ I actually stole this from steve vinci <33 HE IS A BITTYYY
25. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED ~ winter clothes
26. TOILET PAPER OVER OR UNDER ~ over.
27. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT - yea
28. HOW MANY TRUE FRIENDS DO YOU HAVE ~ morgan…has stuck with me since forever..so her.. and I hope all my other friends
last cigarette: yuck
last good cry: ohh umm id say last Friday night last cuss word uttered: asshole
last beverage drank: milk <33
last food consumed: cereal.. apple jacks
last crush: soo many boys so little time ;) CURRENT crush: well I freaking loovee Chris Boregard?
last phone call: Tom Reynolds and truee asshole
last tv show watched: Gilmore girls last time showered: 6 30 this morning
last shoes worn: blue reef flip flops
last cd played: TBS last item bought: boston crème donut and strawberry colata
last downloaded: hmm..
last annoyance: people at my school
last disappointment: the fact that im stupid in all my classes yah that’s a big one last soda drank: coke
last thing written: coke
last word spoken: “I love you Leah”
last sleep: ??
last IM: Chris B
last weird encounter: when I walk to the bus there is always this couple making out and groping its disgusting
last ice cream eaten: chocolate last time amused: Im amused easily.. I think in Spanish class
last time wanting to die: … dec 19th day of back surgery
last time in love: now/still I don’t know.
last time hugged: SHREK!!
last time scolded: yesterday
last time resentful: hmm
last underwear worn: boy shorts from AE—green and white and they say Do I know you? There badass
last bra worn: pink
last shirt worn: white with yellow thing on it
last time dancing: daily last show attended: Fairhaven IDOL
last webpage visited: www.livejournal.com
1 MINUTE AGO: checking out what underwear I had on
1 HOUR AGO: Spanish class
1 DAY AGO: yousers
I HURT: ...
I LOVE: leah
I FEAR: death and being lonely
I HOPE: to go to Aulstralia I FEEL: okay
I HIDE: my feelings
I DRIVE: never
I MISS: elementary school
I LEARNED: to let the past teach you lessons
I NEED: not need but want a boy
I THINK: about you ;)
current mood: chirpy current music: California
current taste: none current hair: poney tale
current annoyance: some of my friends get to me sometimes
current smell: air
current thing i should be doing: homeworrrk…research paper for history
current desktop picture: Chad Michael Murry current refreshment: nothing...
current worry: grades
-------------------------------*---------------------------------------- 1. What do you most like about your body? Im an insecure teenager
2. And least? everything.
3. How many fillings do you have? zero
4. Do you think you're good looking? Barely.
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking? I don’t know.
6. Do you look like any celebrities? noooo
A - Act your age - nah
B - Breast size – too small for life.
C - Chore you hate - dusting
D - Dads name – Ivan its badass
E - Essential make up item – mascara…blush I guess I don’t wear tooo much of anything
F - Favorite actresses and actors - let me get to you
G - Gold or silver - silver
H - Hometown - new bedford
I - Instruments you play – used to play flute and tuba… hate them both
J - Job title - zero
K - Kids - laterrr
L - Living arrangements - home
M - Mum's name - Michele
N - Number of people you've slept with - neverrr
O - Overnight hospital stays – 5 days
P - Phobia - spidersss
Q - Quote you like – tons of em
R - Religious affiliation - lutheran
S - Siblings - brother, sister
T - Time you wake up? 6
U - Unique habit - bleh
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat – string beans
W - Worst habit – procrastination
X - X-rays you've had – more then you could ever imagine … one every three months or soo…
Y - Yummy food you make – brownies and milkshakes mmm mmm
Z - Zodiac Sign - Cancer | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Ive been listening to this song called California.. and it obviously reminds me of going to Cali-Hawaii with Morg and Tails. <3
My mom is like don't think about it...there is still so much time, but how can you not think about it. Its going to be perfect...beach...hott boys...good food.. and with my crazzzy friends.
Then there is the WI boys who are coming down to visit. We are going to have suchhh a great time. Beach-water parks-cape code-new port EVERYTHINGGGGG
Seniors are done tomorrow ASHLEY :( DONT LEAVE MEEEEE. ::sighh:: We still have the wholleee summer :)
summersummersummer finalsreportcards. grounded? POSSIBLE
I will pull it off.. I always do
Liz wasn't in spanish today... I think she was on a field trip? Yah ... you missed a wonderful time. Mr. Money talked about girls wearing underwear outside there clothes.. and how much he hates our class. It was a shame you werent there I was lonely
California here we come Right back where we started from
Later dayss kids! Ketch | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| busssy day
School for six hours Homework
Baseball game YAAAH DEVILSSS (varsity)
Home
Out with Alie to play some pass Wooyyahh
Nothing better to write. Im doing sucky in school...bleh I still have time No worriesss
I miss youuu <33 :(
See ya | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
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| School= normal
Geo- Shane + Pag=fun guessing games Thanks for the compliments today Shane-Pag youuuuuuuuu rockkkk my socks off
Spanish= Liz <3 She looked splendid in her yellow shirt ::sigh::
Oh Steve Vinci-- you are a reallll man. Not a little boy dont worrrry
I love chris boregard? yah.. will you go out with me? :) I also loveeeee this kid, chris craig? st pierre maybe? yah... cute as anything.
Whoa, now that I have hit on all the little kids
Im done for today Laterrr | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| School today...normal Boring as usual ZzZ
Baseball game fhs vs orr. They crapped on us
Those boys are extremelllyyy cute ;) Why aren't fairhaven boys cute? Hmm...
Bio Test Algebra Test History project English poem book KILL ME...thanks
We are almost done right? Thank God.
No you are a biddy, Vinci, you are. An emo one at that. <33
Im off, later | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| Sunday= uneventful
Happy Mother's Day-- my mom is happy, so my day is accomplished
Nothing to write about
How pathetic
Just to let you know...
I still think about you
Later days
Ketch | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Terrific day spent with Morgan Went to K-Mart...played etc...
Watch Gothika? Gothica? Dont know Almost pissed myself I was so scared
Pansy= me
Had a party at the J's... whenever they have a party its awesome because they can COOK. mmMMmm---leftovers tomorrow :) WOOYAH
me tired? NOO---yes!
boys. Yah I have a handful of 'em ;) So many boys so little time. Yah right.
Im done
laters kids. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| Long day
Just got home from fairhaven idol...it was a success. MAD MONEY YO
Everyone did awesome. :)
Morgan worked it back stage :)
Taylor and I... well... kicked ass :) Im not explaining it cuz you should have been there, so YOUR LOSS NOT MINE
I made such an ass of myself. But had tons of fun
Blah i want to talk to you where yah been?
I LOVE ELLEEEE AND ASHLEYYYY thanks for goinggg and cheeering me onnnnn :) :) and lindsey and all you girls.. .thanks :)
W
Peace out fools. | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment  |
| Fairhaven Idol big mess until now A lot of work today
Home on the Range...BYE BYE BYE...Like A Virgin... There Not Gunna Get Us. T.A.T.U. Thats what me and tails are singin :) GET READDDY
Morgan works hardddd-- you rock, you bossy bitch <33 <33
Tired
Bye.
Liz looked nice in her Juliana Theory t-shirt, with a touch of yellow. Your eyes sparkle in that shirt <33 Her hair all tucked back, how lovely, i love you whore. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment  |
| Im running for class president, not that david wasn't good but I want to be real involved with my class and letting people know of my opinions while also listening to theres. I really want this. VOTE FOR MEEEE..please :)
Well anyways, today overall was a good day
We ate lunch outside, and it was fun.
No algebra II quiz thankgod... I would have failed it... thanks Mr. F :)
Fairhaven Idol- friday GOOOOOOO :)
Okay, well I was just finishing up this entry when my mom said you have to be in good acedemic standings to run for class anything. Well I freaking suck at school, but its not all my fault, Ive missed so much due to my back, such as 3 incompletes, that are now COMPLETE but my teachers have not yet passed in to the office to put into my record. I don't get straight A's like David (you rock, no offense or anything Im just using you as an example)and sometimes I pull bad grades out of my ass, but I am a good student. Gosssh. I hope I can still run, Ms. Sherman or whatever will tell me on May 12th if I can still run. Man I suck sometimes, me and my bad grades. I wish grades did not matter... because then I would not be going crazy. I also wonder if getting one detention last year will effect me... gosh!
David I dont hate you, I loveeeee your guts... but not more then your lover ;)
Sorry about that Im done bye.
Oh yeah, Liz looked STUNNINGGGG in her brand new t-shirt. BAM! | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment  |
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